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2006-05-04 -- 9:24 a.m.

so, i am to write in here. Cause i am told i should and i kinda want to. But honestly I really dont have anything to write these days, nothing is in my head.
I might be going home to see my family in a week or two, I am kinda excited, I havent seen my brothers in a long time and I really do miss them alot.
Me and Katherine have to decide where we will go on our hollidays, I really dont know where to go. Cause the issue of money keeps poping up in my head. I really want to go but I just dont think we can afford it...
My Mom usually emails me in the mornigs but I dont have one yet...kinda worries me. As stupid as it sounds I look foward to my moms email. Half the time they are stupid but I like to hear about what they are doing in the next week or so, or what they have done.
Its finally half decently nice out, the sun is shinning and what not. I hated the bitter cold, It sends a chill down my spine I rather not have anything to do with. But now that is nice maybe I can get more accomplished in my life. like clean the house...lol
Got I wish I could get a 2000 dollar shopping spree at a home and garden store, the things i would buy, like a pond for the back yard, a gazebo, lawn furnature, some bushes(but I hate waiting fer them to grow, patience isnt my strong point)lawn mower, so we can quit being bums and borrowing everyone elses things. I dont ever want to have the "mooch" label, I used to know this guy a friend of the families, that was one he used to piss us off, he would come camping and i swear all he brought was a tent, and cloths, no food, no blankets, no nothing.
I want to go camping, I love it so much, I cannot wait till our week off, It will be grand. especially if we take bikes. but we still need some things like, rubbermade contaners, maybe another cooler,tent,and some more junk, but i better header gotta take a shower before work.

this post courtesy of vishant

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